You trip man, but damnn do you pukee :P it’s not fun being a bystander.
Shit, you don’t gotta tell me. I nonstop abused DXM for two years straight and was so addicted to dissociatives I then switched to MXE for a year.
Puking, kidney damage, psychosis… Not so good. I have to always remind myself about how truly shitty that time was.
Haven’t tried it, but I aspire to. Dissociative drugs are my favorite kind.
Still feeling pretty awful from that fake blotter “acid” aka 2 huge doses of 25i-NBOMe I did on WEDNESDAY. I wrote many posts about it. It was really awful. I felt over-raved, like too much MDMA, also overstimulated and anxious and paranoid like meth. I was definitely tripping but I kept thinking I was dying. I took two tabs and swallowed them before I realized they were wrong. I had a bad bitter copper taste in my mouth for like 16 hours while I was tripping/rolling, and I felt poisoned. I couldn’t sleep or do anything alone. I felt like my skin could just come right off. I had also taken MXE earlier in the day, and this shit did not get along with that stuff well. It was one of the worst drug experiences of my life. Fuck overdosing from fake acid. :(
So I recently received 400mgs of this compound and was extremely disappointed.
I tried a 5mg allergy test and then 30minutes later tried 50mgs and then added 20mgs 5 minutes later. At first I thought I was experiencing a wooziness similar to K, but the feeling was fleeting and disappeared 10 minutes after wards.
I did the rest of the compound within the next 2 hours trying to achieve any sort of effects that I couldn’t just pass off as placebo. It seemed to clog up my nose like nothing I’ve never had before and I had a bloody gushy nose for 3 days after.
400mgs of ketamine proper would last me at least 4 hours.
I was a heavy DXM abuser for several years as a teenager which caused a lot of issues for me, specifically with ability to learn, worsened dyslexia and dyscalculia (mostly written numbers, times & dates). I have always had a problem with anxiety and focusing, and I already have severely distorted thought patterns.
MXE is something I use to FIX some of those problems. It helps me focus and regulate my thoughts; instead of my normal 1000 thoughts per second (a.k.a completely braindead), on MXE I can calmly and coherently think and express a complex thought, even though I am a little slower to answer. I also use it in conjunction with chronic, which helps me with memory (but also hinders when I’m too stoned) and anxiety; the overwhelming calm of an MXE-hole is great anxiety relief and the fact that I can operate my body while in a hole makes it even better. MXE is also an amazing stimulant that I use to work and regulate sleep.
I have been using MXE since December of last year, not every day at first. But progressively I started every day to every other day, using almost constantly for 6 months. I took a month’s break and have been using on a very regular basis (3-4 days a week). I do plan on taking a long break again soon though, as tolerance to this drug is insanely fast to build.
I believe that it can be safe and effective if used responsibly at the right dosage. Sounds like you weren’t using it so responsibly. Consider the haze seen-thru.